Monday, September 22, 2008
the stories
recently VERY EMO....
i can simply cry for every little thing that goes against me...
no show watch. cry
ppl postpone meeting. cry
kanna scolded. cry.
read bk. cry
listen song. cry
very depressed recently...dun talk to me..
no one cares...no one will....
sometimes....maybe i'll be better if i could juz die..where nothing could hurt animore. with no worries at all.
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10:52:00 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
the stories
i simply dun understand. how come other parents think that their children are working too hard and cares n pamper for them? WHILE mine parents think that its right that i'm working like a pig. work full time work part time and help them WORK. they simply think that i am THAT energetic. they think i'm earning a lot a month when they dun even know i'm crappy freaking poor. they dun even know how much i am struggling with my life. they just think so highly of me. they think that working frm 8.30-8pm IS NOTHING. they think huh..y u so tired? u arent using any strength? like. hey nt using ani strength means its easy work. other parents wan their kids to furhter their studies to uni. my parents. u want to study uni. how much? they dun even care which course i wan to go. they simply care how much it would cost them. so. if no money i cant go uni. ya. thats simply how pathetic it is. its PATHETIC
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10:49:00 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
the stories
having mix feelings now...angry, sad, depressed.
i dun understand why people like to fly me kite everytime.
am i that insignificant?
dats y ppl ard me can juz sae....hey mei mei sori leh..todae i cant make it can we postpone or can we cancel it? i'll normal say..ok lor....its ok...
somehow....ok lor its ok......becomes a everydae word....seems like norm now....
but...when its nt 1 or 2 times its always.....i will also gt hurt. y didnt u guys tell u other matters..hey sorry i promise mei mei that i will meet her... is it ok i meet u other time? why is it always...mei mei can we meet other time? i gt something on?
WHY?
i'm nt that strong. i will gt hurt i will gt sad. this is y i dun gt involve in relationships. cuz i know it'll nv work... nt with mi being so insecure.....
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10:03:00 PM