ThinK DeeP ~~ SorE HighEr

2009-04-01T22:55:00.001+08:00

mei mei is gonna be busy for the following weeks
mei mei needs to plan class chalet
mei mei is involved in alumni night
mei mei needs to work
mei mei needs to GRADUATE
mei mei needs to GET INTO a university
mei mei needs to work out
mei mei needs to attend camps
mei mei needs to SLEEP

2009-03-01T23:21:00.001+08:00

mei mei is in the" i dun understand why people is doing this to me mood."

haiz. things always dun happen the way u want it.
the more u wish for it to happen, the more it wun happen.

take life easy; better said den done. at least i cant.

life is full of contradictions.

2009-02-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

你知道我在想你吗？

thinking of you...

*yawn*

tons of things to do.
no time @ all....crap.....

2009-02-22T21:54:00.002+08:00

sometimes... its really irritating when u really wanna kill someone, scream at someone and throw someone down the building when u SIMPLY cant do so.

thats my feeling now.

mei mei is freaking irritated by that someone.

P.S ON the Happy side, Mei Mei wanna Thank JOANNA TAN SHU ZHEN for the hand made bracelet......although its super belated...but i still wanna thank you!!! looks great..thanks 4 the effort ya :D

New Start

2009-02-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

change in blog skin~~ yeah~~ haha

perhaps, we cant change how people behave and think afterall.
hence, accept all things dat come your way.. Dun waste any effort tryin to change what you cant

:D

good weekend.

2008-10-27T23:12:00.009+08:00

i love the weekend. to begin with..
we celebrated conrad's birthday :)
like da jie..LOL

birthday boy...or man

we were dere..sitting ard...
mahjonging......
and of cuz..singing...LOL

me & vivian
vivian & jeffrey acting cute
disco light in party world vip rm :)
jason & vivian

cake of the night. black forest ..yum..

carene:: our new friend jessie:: jason & vivian

me & carene
gals of the night :)
grp pic :)

birthday boy/man with the cake :)
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den its mahjong session @ joni's house :)

calcifer in his makaning chair
me & caicifer.... :)
carene & calcifer

why u frowning??? haha

joni mummy with baby
baby in his own world
our meal :)
home made dishes

joni's pet lobster :)

and todae's joanna's advance birthdae celebration
but...i'm too lazy to upload the pics...will upload next time

2008-10-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna have a super good weekend. tmr mahjong @ joni's hse :) with carene, conrad, zhen min + jerry...YEAH

mondae gonna meet moi dearest poly friends~~~!!!!!! Liting. how i wish u were gonna be dere!!!!!!!
looking forward to high sch musical 3~~~~

2008-10-25T17:05:00.002+08:00

have been working late recently..quite shag....
celebrated conrad's birthday...pictures will be up soon :)
slept till 4+ todae.....originally going work..but..haiz...
didnt know that todae was lunar calendar birthday till i woke up n found red eggs ready for mi :)
breakfast + lunch was 5 eggs :)

sick...

2008-10-18T13:41:00.001+08:00

down with fever, viral infection, food poisoning...
been damn long since was this damn sick......feel like dieing....
arrrrrr.....

emo post once again

2008-10-13T01:09:00.003+08:00

perhaps i'm nt important. that's why people forget their promises to me. probably others dun give a damn about wat they promised. haiz.Disappointed.
can people keep promises to me?
i wonder.

DOWN

2008-09-22T22:52:00.003+08:00

recently VERY EMO....
i can simply cry for every little thing that goes against me...
no show watch. cry
ppl postpone meeting. cry
kanna scolded. cry.
read bk. cry
listen song. cry
very depressed recently...dun talk to me..
no one cares...no one will....
sometimes....maybe i'll be better if i could juz die..where nothing could hurt animore. with no worries at all.

DO i Look RELAXED?

2008-09-21T22:49:00.003+08:00

i simply dun understand. how come other parents think that their children are working too hard and cares n pamper for them? WHILE mine parents think that its right that i'm working like a pig. work full time work part time and help them WORK. they simply think that i am THAT energetic. they think i'm earning a lot a month when they dun even know i'm crappy freaking poor. they dun even know how much i am struggling with my life. they just think so highly of me. they think that working frm 8.30-8pm IS NOTHING. they think huh..y u so tired? u arent using any strength? like. hey nt using ani strength means its easy work. other parents wan their kids to furhter their studies to uni. my parents. u want to study uni. how much? they dun even care which course i wan to go. they simply care how much it would cost them. so. if no money i cant go uni. ya. thats simply how pathetic it is. its PATHETIC

Complicated

2008-09-20T22:03:00.002+08:00

having mix feelings now...angry, sad, depressed.
i dun understand why people like to fly me kite everytime.
am i that insignificant?
dats y ppl ard me can juz sae....hey mei mei sori leh..todae i cant make it can we postpone or can we cancel it? i'll normal say..ok lor....its ok...

somehow....ok lor its ok......becomes a everydae word....seems like norm now....
but...when its nt 1 or 2 times its always.....i will also gt hurt. y didnt u guys tell u other matters..hey sorry i promise mei mei that i will meet her... is it ok i meet u other time? why is it always...mei mei can we meet other time? i gt something on?

WHY?

i'm nt that strong. i will gt hurt i will gt sad. this is y i dun gt involve in relationships. cuz i know it'll nv work... nt with mi being so insecure.....

FOOD UPDATE

2008-08-29T21:47:00.005+08:00

tong shui cafe...haha...went dere quite long ago....but no time update...simply so tired recently...
more pictures in my hp......shall upload soon....hee....

i love t3 depart hall....

YUM!!!!

i'm too lazy to add words.....heee

what i mean

2008-08-25T21:13:00.002+08:00

What Ang Mei Mei Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

the week.

2008-08-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

I AM SO DAMN TIRED.
i shall find a way to destress...its like i need to destress so much la.....tired tired tired

i'm so gonna change moi blogskin... damn bright la....

Team Outing @ Safra Mount Faber

2008-08-17T21:55:00.006+08:00

Hee...friday went for team outing...first..we had BOWLING!!!...its like i so long nv play alr la....had fun dere man!!!...haha

like...we had i think... 8 lanes...haha....for 30 ppl...hahaha.....and i discovered...there were PROs in us..haha
after which we moved on to Potter's Cafe for Dinner!!!!

haha...cups n drinks n nuts n soup..haha....basically i was busy eating and forgot to take picture....is 100% forgot about it...haha

erm.....i forgot wats this.sld be chicken chop...haha...half eaten....

YUM YUM

the jelly dat has sugar undissolved. n its damn sweet
this is mine food!!!!! deep friend masala dory...nice nice..i like it...my favourite dory fish!!!

erm.....teriyaki chicken..haha..very plain...
vegetarian pizza....totally nt in favour..its FULL of veg ok...gosh..
carene's half eaten food....dory fish + chicken....

banana split....which has 2 levels of ice cream..only contains vanilla n strawberry ice cream....and FULL of cream....

da jie n er jie...haha....carene n joni...

carene joni n daniel...
me n carene...
da jie, er jie n xiao mei...haha
sam n samuel...haha

carene n joni and a blurry daniel...HAHA

after food...its POOL time..haha..they were playing pool while we were playing find it @ e machine...hahaha....
i duno y but daniel's photo is 4ever blurred...haha

the day was fun....but of cuz....it work after dat...

moody neh....

2008-08-10T22:51:00.002+08:00

full time internship @ accenture = tiring
part time work @ moviehub = tired
part part time work 4 dad = damn shag

everything add up....i cui. really cui

tmr's mondae..haiz....work starts as if it have nv ended before...haiz....

aniwais...was re-watching date with a vampire 2. is damn nice la...n so touching near the end of the show..watch till i cry la...haa....watched sky of love again cuz i change moi blog skin to that....also cry like siao...haaaa

this week muz be a good week. psychoing in progress........i'm off to psycho myself....

new song

2008-08-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

RAYMOND'S NEW SONG!!!!!!!
MY LATEST FAVOURITE!!!!
WOOHOOO~~~~~

NEW SKIN!!!

2008-08-08T23:21:00.002+08:00

heee...changed new skin...haha....wanted to change to starry starry night..but dun look nice...so...yupp yupp its SKY OF LOVE!!!!!!

the movie damn nice OK..HAHAHA.....cool..so tired...

SUSHI TEI + ACCENTURE DAY!!!!!

2008-08-03T00:27:00.009+08:00

hey hey hey!!!!!! i'm here to update!!! heee....decided to update about the HAPPENINGS of this week....basically everyday still work...haha...but we actually went to sushi tei @ vivo to have a farewell dinner for jason...haiz...he's leaving us....he's leaving to further his study...haiz...aniwais...friday was accenture day @ orchird country club!!!! it was a day filled with fun!! morning we had company presentation...afternoon we had a coach/car rally and a car dressing competition....at nite we had dinner n dance!!!!!heee.....FUN!!!!! pictures will explain it all.....

heee...took this pic @ the club itself...i think they used it to carry their wedding couples at the wedding dinner held there...so cool!!!!haha

this is the amount of people.....the picture only held like...half of the people dere??? haha...huge grp!
the amount of fish at the pond....we actually went to the fish spa...haha...so itchy la....but fun experiences neh...

the amount of fish at ryan's leg...hahahahhe damn zai...so many fish at his leg he can control himself nt to move his leg...hahahaha...

the BIG fish @ samuel's leg...hahaha

shoes again!!! haha.. i love taking pictures of shoes of different people!!!! haha

its zhen min, min min and mei mei!!! haha....

hee...this is jason....its his last day....we're short of one lunch kaki and one good team member in future...

the sissy car in the car dress section... the car is FULL of ballon ok...is FULLY COVERED with PINK ballon!

our bengster car!!!haha greatly made by BLUE HSE!!!

our beng driver!!! haha
lunch buffet!!!!! food!!!!! moi favourite!!!! haha

our table.....
dats mi + joni!!!

mi, joni,samuel.....sunny sunny day...

mi n rain...

the entrance at OCC...
the very nice ceiling light...
BLUE HSE ROCKS!!!!!!! erm..jason.....do u mind u know......its blue!!!!hahahaha
his caught into the pic via zhen min...haha

mi n sub team lead, max....cheery guy..like he's always laughing...

THE END OF ACCENTURE DAY!!!
ITS SUSHI TEI!!!!!

the nice nice sweet beadcurd...it just happens that all of us liked it...

haha...its sushi tei green wet tissues and accenture day green tshirt..haha

a group pic taken outside sushi tei...

mi + rain in the MRT...on our way back...

hee....we're both interns....intern of tp and intern of ntu...haaa....

yum....tempura...haha
p.s* samuel...wait for mi to take pic first can? i know u hungry...hahahaha

while we eat...we take pic...haha

us @ e table..

thats jason with the mango roll...haha

the JUMBO teriyaki chicken thats nt veri JUMBO...

the plates used..so cool....haha

the green tea cup used...

HOTATE!!!!!! SCALLOP!!!!!! yum...moi favourite!!!!!!

mango scallop....YUM YUM YUM!!!!

sushi platter...

this week was more interesting because of the outings.....love it!!!!

future...

2008-07-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

last week when people ask mi...what do you want to do when u graduate? i would tell them nt sure...depends....c how...
this week if people ask me the same question...i would tell them.. i want to continue studying. i have sort of decided. i want to go uni. it may nt be NUS or NTU. but i would want to continue studying. however, maybe i would nt take IT. i would try to see whether is it possible for a switch in modules...chances would be going into business courses. hoping...

Intership....

2008-07-22T22:15:00.002+08:00

heee...mei mei is back to tell story abt her intern life....
ytd....public transport has things against me. like REALLY AGAINST ME OK....
it took mi 2.5HOURS to gt hme la....reached hme jitao shag daoooooooo
work has really started off.....like....suddenly time pass soooo fast la...haha....buzi buzi and time passes damn fast ok...haha.....but i rather it this way though....
feel so much like a REAL full timer lor.....
came about to know more n more people though lunch..haha....didnt really join fadli n gang 4 lunch...reason being...12pm i'm still stuck with work. when i'm done with work, they're gone...haha....came to know people frm tech arc...frm build team...haha....
bt everyday is really damnnnnnn shag when i reach hme la....
my face getting rounder and rounder liao lor......think cuz due to the bread that i eat every morning and the late dinner that i have when i reach hme...everytime reach hme also 8+ near 9....by the time i bath, do this and do that alr 9+ la....den makan......nv grow fat is fake wan lor....
aniwais....LETS ALL JIA YOU FOR OUR SIP/IP OK!!!!!!! Poly life will END after this....LETS ALL WALK THROUGH!!!!!

C129 lets JIA YOU!!!!!
nitez.....*yawn*

Dui De Ren...

2008-07-19T23:22:00.002+08:00

Juz some time back i came across this song....this is an old song by Dai Ai Ling...Called Dui De Ren....i found out that it was actually very meaningful. Basically, i fell in love with this song....Damn nice ok....plus damn meaningful...

Lyrics:

你问在我心中　是否还苦恼
那次受伤　否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照　我一切都好
一个人　不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙　却不能为了寂寞　又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上　一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)
那次流过的泪　让我学习到
如何祝福　如何转身　不要
在眼泪体会到　与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要　是一种对照
能愿意为了一份爱　付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候　我就算已经准备好
放手去爱　海阔天高
喔... 耶...

i agree with the lyrics...esp
爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上　一定会遇到

this is basically wat i feel abt love....haa....totally love the song....

personality love style....

2008-07-18T22:46:00.002+08:00

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

another personality style test....haha.....quite true...haha
its a big commitment....always start when you are sure...its not and will never be a game....

Imagine....

2008-07-18T22:30:00.002+08:00

HEY ALL!!!
basically camera phones were not allowed into my workplace...so after one week of working..i decided that maybe i should describe my workplace in words...haha...
my daily routine.
6am - wake up and get ready to go off
8.00am - reach CNPB entrance. Q up to get visitor pass
8.30am - reach workplace. start off e day
12pm - lunch time. Makan at coffee shops.
6-6.30pm - off work..

the time i leave my office is getting later and later. hope everything goes smoothly. HOPE OK.
okok...my office...
my seat faces the window. although there are binds. i could see the scenery outside...full of buildings but still nice ok..haha
the only thing bad is nt being able to bring my dear phone in...really....haiz....

1st august is Accenture Day and we interns are also involved...YEAH....haha...
looking forward neh...seems damn fun...haha...
tmr's a start of a sat!!!!yeah!

Get to know yourself better...

2008-07-18T22:18:00.001+08:00

Kop from Pei seen's blog.....blogged hopped to kat's blog and found out...she took this test too!!! hahaha

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

overall i think quite true lor....except some...i wun same 100% true lar...but overall...nt bad nt bad...haha

internship life...

2008-07-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

ytd was the first dae of internship. todae was second. my feelings = stress...
my office has a team of very hardworking IT personnel. not that its bad..but i feel the stress to perform well.after my 2 daes dere. i conclude that everything has a price to pay. e effort has to be made in order to achieve. hands on has not really started. been reading through documents and playing ard the software. my fellow colleagues have been working till 7+.....from my view.... think that would be my working life from next week onwards when i'm starting to familiarize with the things dere....hope dat everything will go on fine.....
despite the stressness in mi...i would have to say that i'm lucky to have friendly colleagues... all of them seems nice people including my team lead...so i thnk that would at least make mi happier....
juz brought 2 chocolate bars todae....basically...ang mei mei philosophy is that when you are feeling down....eat chocolate. i totally 100% agree that chocolate would make people happy. feeling soo tired.... i miss school.....HAHA....i haven graduate and i'm saying this...haha... i can finally understand why people always say that being in school rocks... i UNDERSTAND OK....
i'm like waking up at 6am every morning...gosh...i guess all this is part and parcel of life..

ANTICIPATION

2008-07-14T00:05:00.001+08:00

tmr is e dae... the dae i being moi ip....haha......
finally arrived le....a bit scared leh....everything should goes on fine!
yupp yupp....
looking forward!!

~ranDom~

2008-07-12T23:20:00.005+08:00

this entry marks the random outings dat i have had and basically too lazy to blog earlier.
so...this entry is compiled version of all my outings...haha....

here it goes.....

Jas Koh DOB...

liting DOB

c129 gathering

heee...dats all 4 nw.....no mood liao...hahaaaa

HEY HEY HEY

2008-07-11T00:59:00.000+08:00

New Blog New Start New Beginning...

Looking forward....ANTICIPATION'S e WORD..